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Lord, its a brand new day with a brand new purpose to this day. I pray Lord that this day would be the day I pray for what I dream to become, the day I visualize what I would be like and all of them would hopefully come true. Lord ifthey are not meant for me, then the calla shouldn't be coming. But I hope my dreams would be fulfilled still. I'm going to treat what I visualize myself again.

I visualize myself in SAJC, wearing their sch uniform an not any other uniform or home clothes. Visualize myself studying in their lecture theatres, copying notes and listening to the teacher. Visualize that I needed help so I sought help from my friend. Visualize mysel running in the school field, visualize myself playin vb in the hall. Visualize myself participating in the school's house events. Lord I visualiE myself taking the A level exams, lord I visualize myself receiving my results and I'm jumping for joy.

God I pray that all my imaginations are spiritualized, which means to have faith when imagining. So God I pray now that all you'd do for me is the best for me. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen




After all we've done and all the efforts we've put into this, this is what we're gonna go through. Again. Pray oh Father u give me this opportunity to fulfill my dream of going to SAJC. Has been mine since sec 3, so i pray that you'll be mercifullllllll and let me receive the call asap. it's killing me..
Pray Lord that Mr Jerry Chua would be one of the many Angels on Earth u have sent to 救我! So Lord i pray and pray and realllly pray that the call will be here tmr!!
Amen:)




I'm gonna start blogging again and revive this old journal of mine.

Im getting my results tmr, and I got pissed at the thought of having Gabriel to ask "when are you two getting married?" "are you two holding hands?" "oh they're touching each other... So touchy.." oh pls Gabriel get a fucking life. Caz my face reads "please stop it it's irritating"!
Even Angelica knows what my Facial expression meant when she saw it the first time. I really wonder what qualities u gained from drama. Are u capable of reading facial expressions? Don't think so.

And I'm angry and I don't think you're tryin to cool me down.

If it's still a small matter to you, I think you don't care much abt how its getting to me.




If it's refering to me, which I think it is. I'm not not studying neither am I giving up on them. It's just that it's very discouraging to see my humanities getting d7 or e8 for like what the past 2 years? No matter how hard I tried. It's either I score
well for my essays or my sbq. My lit is half past six anytime failing. Different people have their own strengths and I obviously find no interest in all those memory work and knowing what happened to Venice, what caused th cold war or what started it. It's all history but I know that If someone knows about the past, he/she would not make the same mistake again. But that's about it. I think I'm better at my numbers and everything else except English and humanities. Nobody can deny that fact. But I didn't say that Im giving up on them. It's the same when u feel u can't do math sums for nuts. BUT math can bee aced if u practise alot which I think u are. But I don't think I can interpret a poem or get meanings out from a passage through practise. Maybe it's possible, but I guarantee it'll take me a very long time.
And yo I do care about my own future and sup I appreciate alllll ur concerns for me to study hard. The only time I disappoint u and I is on the subject called social studies history and literature. I never took them for granted because I know when u stop concerning it's when u give up on me. Which I don't think u have right now. I'm sick these few days so work productivity ain't that high, I can't rmb the stories well, but look I can still do amath sums. Proves smth too.









Only sticks and stones will break my bones. -Christopher Boone
Only             and              will break my          . - Me:)

ENCHANTED
hidden beneath, in those eyes of mine.

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de jun (dj)
TAN HUA YEOWSHSS
15 going 16 years old
30 September26 1994
Singapore