4:14 AM
Sunday, May 17, 2009
It has been a harrassment all the while to me, need someone to help me solve my problem who will that be? can someone help.. Holidays are waving at me, but volleyball trainings are the wall separating me from them. i could have spent my holiday so carefree, gym friends movies wadeva.. but it will be a dam big thing that will take up all of my time. parents and bro have been telling me to not waste my time there, and i really find that it reallly really is wasting my time, since sec2. training hard, yet bear no fruits. things are being promised, but never fulfilled. shit wad promise is that? i dont know. i dun think it is a promise at all to me, nobody felt that it was too. caz she never NEVER do wad she said. its like giving us a path of hope, but with lots of shattered glass on the floor. never had the chance to go near that goal. "Life is wonderful " a song by Jason Mraz, i only feel so sometimes. but not all the time just sometime. Couldn't stop thinking of how much, how much fun i can have if i left it aside long time ago. ppl have been having fun in the holidays for the past 2half years, and i've always been the one. sitting down at the side taking those shit jobs. never felt happy there, only just sometimes.
got to talk to someone man.
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